i just miss him so fucking much…
I stand in a room filled with happy people laughing and joking around, smiling… why can’t that be me? Why have I lost the ability to be happy and laugh like a normal person would. Everything is just lost and broken now and i forgot what it was like to be happy.
There is a black hole in my heart and It cannot be filled so i must learn to live with it and accept it no matter how painful it all is.
I don’t want to go through high school without you and one day meet again one day because that just doesn’t happen in reality.
I want to be the couple that last through high school and start something even bigger after it’s over.
I never want to loose you even if it’s only for awhile I only want you and I only see a future with you.
It’s only you… It’s always been just you
I love you please come back here
I can’t stand living and walking through this place without you
You’re not a bad person for the ways you tried to kill your sadness.